Random Thoughts
This seems to be a conjuncture of my life where I am putting the maximum of my efforts and getting probably nothing out of it, though I am not complaining but this is what I think of this. Hope that some time I will be able to get more but as of now it is not so encouraging therefore making me nervous for not doing anything for my own.
Madhav is growing day by day and he sure is one such big thing in our lives that we need to care about. All whatever we are doing is just for madhav. I know that I am sometime harsh to him and I am always sorry for that but one thing is for sure I am madly in love with him and he is something for which my lines always goes and I keep breathing.
Divya is a true asset in my life. She has made my life a smoothie. She understand the need of time and knows where to penetrate, I guess I definitely would be loser without her, and this is a fact I even love her more then anything in my life. She has just filled my life with all the goodness of the world. I cherish every moment that I spent with her our relationship is something which I can never explain it all just started so smooth as if we know each other forever I guess I know her for ever and that is the reason the bondage and understanding we show towards each other is remarkably smooth. The older I grew with her the more I love her. I guess all I want is to grow old with her forever.
Everyday that comes though seems to be all as usual but I know its definitely changing it’s we who are not able to sense the change. Life is getting a bit challenging in all new ever changing world and my way of looking at it I guess needs a improvement I know the way I am looking at it right now is a bit disturbing to others but I guess I also needs a better way of analysis. The more I spend time in analyzing the in and out of a situation the more I will be acquainted with the life’s way of looking at me. It’s time for me to change and I promise I guess I am making to myself that I will change I don’t know how long it will take but I definitely need a change that’s for sure. Hope is what I am looking at my hope will keep floating for ever.
Today it was very tough fro me to cope up for me the scene was not so good. The overall thoughts gave me a sense of incompleteness.
The day began with usual Delhi hassle and that gave me the feeling that people are going there where they are definitely not sure where they will end the enormous race of become enormous is on full throttle. The traffic in Delhi has become out of control and has become menace.
We hustle our way to passport office today to find that I am missing my marriage certificate and that is the primary concern for them for my renewal. No worries but what makes me go nuts is there was no way you can figure out which counter is serving for your needs and that was kind a jolt for me when the counter clerk said you need to move to next counter and my whole idea of been first was rejected in a moment and all of a sudden I find myself last man standing. This gives me a sense of incompleteness not in me but it seems that everybody is just so incomplete that they even don’t know where they are standing. But definitely we can say that we are living in the country which actually is “GREAT”.
